The Aftermath of Mass Shootings Infiltrates Every Corner of Survivors’ Lives

Mayah Zamora
Mayah Zamora, second from left, a survivor of the mass shooting at Robb Elementary in Uvalde, Texas, poses for a photo with her mom Christina, left, dad Ruben, and brother Zach, right, at their home in San Antonio, Tuesday, June 27, 2023. Besides medical bills and the weight of trauma and grief, mass shooting survivors and their family members contend with scores of other changes that show how thoroughly their lives have been upended by violence. (AP Photo/Eric Gay)

By CLAIRE SAVAGE Associated Press/Report for America

CHICAGO (AP) — More than a year after 11-year-old Mayah Zamora was airlifted out of Uvalde, Texas,
where she was critically injured in the Robb Elementary school shooting that killed 19 children and two
teachers, the family is still reeling.

Knocks on the door startle Mayah into a panic. The family is skipping Fourth of July celebrations to
avoid booming fireworks. An outing to the Little Mermaid movie requires noise-canceling headphones.

Since 2016, thousands of Americans have been wounded in mass shootings, and tens of thousands by gun
violence, with that number continuing to grow, according to the Gun Violence Archive. Beyond the
colossal medical bills and the weight of trauma and grief, mass shooting survivors and family members
contend with scores of other changes that upend their lives.

Survivors talked to The Associated Press about the mental and physical wounds that endure in the
aftermath of shootings in Uvalde; Las Vegas; Colorado Springs, Colorado; and the Chicago suburb of
Highland Park, Illinois, during a Fourth of July parade last year.

They describe staggering medical bills that in Mayah’s case top $1 million, abandoning a dream career
after 20 years, uprooting families and struggling to hold down a job, walk pets or even leave the


Mayah suffered wounds to her chest, back, both hands, face and ear, and needed so many surgeries her
parents said they stopped counting. The family relocated to San Antonio, where Mayah spent 66 days in
the hospital and still needs care.

“Her hospital bill is insane,” said Mayah’s mother, Christina Zamora. “It reaches close to $1,000,000,
maybe over,” not including rehabilitation, follow-up visits and counseling.

A year later, Christina and Mayah’s father, Ruben, said they don’t know what bills will be covered by
insurance and how much they will need to pay. When Mayah was discharged, they realized one parent
needed to stay home to care for her.

Christina quit her job. Facing daunting bills with one income instead of two is scary, she said. The
relocation also has separated the family: Ruben works seven days on, seven off in Uvalde. The couple’s
oldest son, Ruben Jr., stayed in Uvalde to attend college and work. Zach, 12, “misses him. He misses
our old normal life.”

Mayah is terrified to return to Uvalde.

“It’s heartbreaking when your little one can’t enjoy the things that she did before, and all these
other kids are able to do,” the elder Ruben said. “It tears you up.”


Ashtin Gamblin was working the front door at Club Q in Colorado Springs on Nov. 19 when a person armed
with a semiautomatic rifle shot and killed five people and injured 17 more, including Gamblin.

“I was shot nine times. Five to my left arm. Twice to my right arm. Twice to my left breast. Both of my
humerus were shattered. So two broken arms,” the 30-year-old said. Six months later, “my right arm is
still fractured. My left hand, we’re still working on function.”

Tasks that were once simple, such as walking her dogs, are now challenging and the loss of autonomy has
been difficult, Gamblin said.

She has battled with health insurance, the hospital and worker’s compensation officials to figure out
who would foot the $300,000 medical bill.

Gamblin also no longer felt safe in her apartment, where she could sometimes hear gunshots outside. She
bought a house in a quieter neighborhood: “a house I wasn’t prepared to buy,” she said. “I bought a
$380,000 safe space.”

She lists other unexpected post-shooting costs: a flooded basement, a service animal, a new car to get

to doctor’s appointments.

Half a year later she is not mentally recovered enough to return to work.

“I just can’t be there… I don’t feel safe going to the grocery store. I don’t feel safe being in public,” she said. “I have no idea what I’m doing with my life currently.”

So far in 2023, nearly 400 people in the U.S. have been wounded in mass shootings, according to the Gun

Violence Archive. And 140 people have died in mass killings this year, which is on track to surpass

2019, the deadliest year on record for mass killings since 2006, according to a database maintained by

The Associated Press and USA Today in a partnership with Northeastern University.

“There is a lot of focus on the people that are killed. And I’m grateful for that. Those are my friends
and they deserved all of the attention and more,” Gamblin said. “The downfall is the rest of us are
still suffering.”


Tia Christiansen had worked in the music industry for more than 20 years when a gunman unleashed the
deadliest mass shooting in modern U.S. history at a Las Vegas music festival she helped organize in
October 2017.

The shooter rained gunfire from the windows of a high-rise casino hotel into an outdoor concert crowd,
killing 58 people and injuring more than 850.

Christiansen was scheduled to be at the festival that day. But she felt ill and stayed in her room, two
doors down from where the gunman fired.

“The room was shaking. It was incredibly loud. There was actually a moment when the gunfire was so loud
that I literally instinctively ducked and put my hands over my head because I thought that the walls or
the ceiling would come crumbling down,” Christiansen said. “I completely reconciled my life and
thought, ‘Am I ready to die?'”

She was physically unscathed. But her life turned upside down. After the shooting, she worked a few
more festivals, until she “had a complete, total breakdown on site crying.”

“What I came to understand about myself in that moment was, I don’t know if I can do this anymore,” she

At concerts, Christiansen no longer focused on fans’ joy, instead fixating on emergency exits and
whether people could get to safety. She has since given up her career in the music industry, letting go
of her dreams.

Her lingering PTSD and need to control her environment also has affected Christiansen’s relationships
with her friends and family.

“My personality changes. I get very short tempered, and I get very judgmental. I’m quick to be snippy,”
she said. “That is heavy energy to be around.”

Christiansen, who is based in South Deerfield, Massachusetts, turned to spending. She bought a new bed
to try to find more comfort and relied on delivered meals to avoid leaving her home.

“The financial aspect of it is crushing, absolutely crushing,” she said. “I don’t know how many years
it’s gonna take to pay that off.”

Now Christiansen is part of a mentorship program for the Everytown Survivors Network, which connects
thousands of gun violence survivors to resources and aims to end gun violence.

“The trauma doesn’t go away,” she said. “Even if you’re not wounded in the moment, there is injury.”


Leah Sundheim, 29, was a night manager at a hotel in Las Vegas when she got “the worst phone call you
can ever receive.”

Her mother, Jacquelyn Sundheim, had been killed at a shooting during Highland Park’s 2022 Fourth of
July parade, along with six other people.

“That flight home broke me,” Sundheim said.

She then moved back to Highland Park to be close to her father.

“I couldn’t be away from my family,” Sundheim said. “I can’t do another flight like that ever.”

Mass shootings cause a variety of trauma, she said. Her experience is different from that of her aunt
and cousins, who were sitting next to Jacquelyn Sundheim when she died.

“They have the visual and sound… of watching her be murdered, and my dad has the trauma of receiving
the phone call and then subsequent hours trying to get to her body. My trauma is waking up to my phone
ringing and hearing that my mom was killed,” she said.

Whichever type of trauma survivors experience, she said, “it shatters the sense of security that you
have in the world.”


Savage is a corps member for the Associated Press/Report for America Statehouse News Initiative. Report
for America is a nonprofit national service program that places journalists in local newsrooms to
report on undercovered issues.


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